
So . . . I am just in the middle of a lot of wrestling with where in the world I want to go with counseling. Not that I have to determine my future right now (cause God's in control of that anyway), but what are my next step's . . . and what direction do I want to head????
This semester I have worked in a secular enviorment and it has been HARD not to have opportunities to talk abotu Christ. To not get to share about Him unless He was spoken of first. Then this week at the very end of the semester . . . I had two opportunities back to back to talk about Him, his church, and his Word . . . Crazy!
I think at the end the day, I really would love to be working in a place where the name of Jesus is often not heard. If given the opportunity, I would like to be in that kind of enviroment, but man it is hard!!! I went for months w/o the opportunity speak of Him! It is exhausting and feels hopeless . . . but at the same time I do believe that it is a part of where God has my heart. I just cannot seem to get past it.
I just do not see myself working in a church. I think somedays that it would be easier . . .but the bottom line is . . . my heart is not there.
I wonder what opportunities exist to work to work with the lost, but the name of Christ is allowed to be shared. I think I would fit there really well.
If you have any more thoughts on this let me know. I feel like I am all over the map on this and will probably continue bloogging on the subject so Do expect to see this topic again!
This semester I have worked in a secular enviorment and it has been HARD not to have opportunities to talk abotu Christ. To not get to share about Him unless He was spoken of first. Then this week at the very end of the semester . . . I had two opportunities back to back to talk about Him, his church, and his Word . . . Crazy!
I think at the end the day, I really would love to be working in a place where the name of Jesus is often not heard. If given the opportunity, I would like to be in that kind of enviroment, but man it is hard!!! I went for months w/o the opportunity speak of Him! It is exhausting and feels hopeless . . . but at the same time I do believe that it is a part of where God has my heart. I just cannot seem to get past it.
I just do not see myself working in a church. I think somedays that it would be easier . . .but the bottom line is . . . my heart is not there.
I wonder what opportunities exist to work to work with the lost, but the name of Christ is allowed to be shared. I think I would fit there really well.
If you have any more thoughts on this let me know. I feel like I am all over the map on this and will probably continue bloogging on the subject so Do expect to see this topic again!
Feeling a little bit like a Jacob . . .